deu - [IC] Then(?) it is very heavy, bitter and difficult for me since I—who for your enjoyment and ease committed even body and soul forth to the dreadful bridge, believe it is given (or: to give) with ardent-mindedness.
deu - [West1882] It is a custom of the most provoking in itself, and presented disquietingly when I, who believe with a fervent mind, would have delivered the life even of my body over to the perplexing bridge for your happiness and enjoyment.